Everybody hurts

P.S. "Well, everybody hurts sometimes"

-

R.E.M.

The story

Loneliness,

Scared of being lonely...

That's the story of my life!

Even tough I sill try to believe,

Believe in something beautiful,

On others beside me,

Something rotten comes up to my mind,

Over and over and over again!

It's hard to feel,

Every single day,

The waves crushing my brain,

Like I'm just a pier in a storm!

Thunder troubles my soul,

A tornado of emotions,

Destroying the foundations I've tried so hard to build...

What is the meaning of it all?

Why?

Is it me or is it the confirmation of life?

Emptiness crumbles inside,

An earthquake destroying the flame of life,

Revolving all my fears...

Bringing them to erupt,

A volcano expelling lava from my inner core...

Is this my journey?

Is this the end?

I want to believe it is not...

I want to feel the calm breeze of Spring again all over my body,

But just the cold Winter it's inside my soul,

Rolling on with dark clouds, stormy wind and full scale storm!

My friends still wonder around,

But they don't see me anymore!

I'm just a shadow, a ghost wondering beside them, alone!

ZT

P.S. "You see the smile that's on my mouth

It's hiding the words that don't come out

And all of my friends who think that I'm blessed

They don't know my head is a mess"

-

Brandi Carlile

Hole in my soul

Nothingness

Anxiety

Despair

Fear

Scare

Heart pressed

Mind crazy

Loneliness

Hole in my soul

ZT

P.S. "There's a hole in my soul that's been killing me forever

It's a place where a garden never grows"

-

Aerosmith