Just

Unwillingness to start writing...

I've asked myself:

"Is it because you haven't started the New Year?"

"Is it because I don't want to start a New Year?"

"Is it because I made this an obligation?" 

Honestly, I don't know...

Sometimes words do not want to come out...

Sometimes thoughts are trying to just hide and stay inside...

Blankness of thoughts,

Emptiness of words,

Resistance to just be...

Still, I'm managing to look at this empty sheet,

I'm enduring to fight my laziness of spirit...

What to look for?

What to fight?

What to become?

What to let go?

What to stay?

As I read this, I'm seeing a lot of questions.

Maybe there is a force inside needing to experiment,

Experiment so the answers might flow,

Or just encountering more answers...

Living is breathing, but also thinking and experimenting.

Fulfilling dreams or just catching the waves to go!

Brilliance of perception and entailing of craving.

So,

Just be,

Just live,

Just think,

Just sing,

Just dance,

Just draw,

Just smile,

Just cry,

Just do!

ZT

P.S. 

You do it to yourself, you do

 And that's what really hurts

You do it to yourself, just you

You and no one else

You do it to yourself

-

Radiohead

You without end

 Há alturas da vida em que é difícil viver cá dentro

A nossa alma desfaz-se em fios invisíveis e vigorosas

O coração é amarrado e comprimido por eles...

Quero gritar, 

Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

Quero desfazê-los em milhões de pedaços

Para que se transformem em estrelas de luz...

Ó Universo, tão vasto que és, recebe-as

Permite que a luz das estrelas, fonte de vida, as transformem.

Recomeço, início, encetadura, nouvelle...

Viver, ser, estar, amar, realizar...

Movimento para atingir a verdadeira essência do ser.

Sou!

Sonhar, é sempre a premissa das obras.

Trabalhar, o pressuposto para enriquecer o sonho.

Cultivar, o cuidado vital na caminhada das vivências.

Sou um entre milhões, mas sou-o...

Único, na impressão digital da jornada na vida...

E dentre esses milhões, porções andejam a meu lado.

Partamos então in continenti neste annus-novus.

Força, integridade e catarse!

Oxalá!

P.S. "In a dark tunnel

And new dawn approaching

With a sphere of light

Ever glowing

And then the world will know

Will know of you

Of all things love

Of all things true"

-

Deafheaven

The letter

It's a new dawn

It's a new day

It's a new year!

Thoughts flowing throw my mind

meandering into depths unknown...

Tiredness became a shadow

rolling next to me...

Looking into the dusk hopping 

Hopes of light brought by this new dawn.

Seasons passing,

Life becoming chapters of past

Exploring new chapters imbued

by strength, peace, and pure love!

A recap throwing itself into oblivion

Mind setting another self...

Here I am, I am here!

New Year, new dawn, new light!!!

ZT

P.S. "Here I am, facing myself

Peeling away emotions I felt"

-

Linda Perry