Shotgun blues

When the void starts to explode within you, what can we do to let it go?!...

Nas margens da vida, não encontro o caminho para subir, sair...

I can't make any sense in this particular moment, because I lost the hability to express myself...

I know words can't always be possible to express the turmoil of feelings I have within me...

My head it's lost, on the point of exploding without I even knowing what the hell it's going on..

I feel lost in the midst of rationality, because things can't always be explained..

I feel estranged, I can't know who is the one looking back at me in the mirror...

Am I just the product of a distorted mind, my fucking mind... If so, for what reason am I still believing in me...

Myself it's hurt from within... Tired of all that's happening around me...

I want to believe in me, I want to live myself, I want to be myself again... But I think, was I ever in love with myself? Did I ever believed in me?!...

I don't make any sense in this sentences, in this phrases, in this life right now...

"When I find all of the reasons, maybe I'll find another way, find another day, with all the changing seasons of my life, maybe I'll get it right, next time"

Is it true?! Is this just a slithering stormy season? Or have I just reached the end?! The only possible road?!...

I can't tell right now... 

I need a break from myself...

ZT

P.S. "An I'm tired of the frustration

Of livin' inside of your lies

And I'm wired on indignation

I said somebody's got to die"

-

Guns N' Roses

Headlines (friendship never ends)

Headlines (friendship never ends)

Friendship

One of humans most beautiful feelings

To have someone who we can count on,

Someone who we can share wisdom, sentiments, frustrations, happiness, life...

Somebody we can trust...

A brother/sister of life!!!!

...

And today, it's my best friend's birthday!!!!

You know who you are!

All I can wish to you, it's the best that life can give to someone!!!

#HappyBirthday my dearest friend!!!!

#Spiceon

P.S. "And words yet to be spoken

Will fall upon the page

Spellin' out true devotion

Is all we need to say"

-

Spice Girls

Dope

Brething it's harder

When my interior it's filled with anguish...

I see the sun in the sky

But can't feel it within myself...

My heart beats faster, and it's getting tired

Tired of beating so fast,

Tired of feeling so oppressive

Tired of thinking

Tired, so do God damn fuckin' tired

Sigh

"Lost in dreams and reality"

ZT

P.S. "Toast one last puff

And two last regrets

Three spirits and

Twelve lonely steps

Up heaven's stairway to gold

Mine myself like coal

A mountain of a soul"

-

Lady Gaga